感覺有好多好多的事情

都不能跟任何人說 不能跟最要好的人說

心裡的秘密 還有一些難過的事

只能靠自己和時間把它風化 是吧

 

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  • Nov 17 Wed 2010 14:22
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經期過了

但是還是很累 很煩

很討厭不確定感

有點想放棄了耶


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I have been trying to sleep early (before 12) because of my cold recently. and I have to say..it feels really good-although I do think I can sleep more.

So I went to classes on Friday. 15 minutes late for Biostats class. I was sitting in the back of the lecture hall jotting down notes while blowing my nose at the same time. Then I went to get some hot chocolate and headed toward my 9-oclock class. I wasn't sleepy at all, amazingly. I actually paid attention to Prof. Reingold and understood what he was talking about. Later I was debating in between going to the epi lab or EHS discussion. I have set up my mind a day ago, so I sticked to it and went to epi lab by myself (all other people went to EHS, and that was why I was debating haha). I was so happy when I found myself understanding the topics during the discussion and was able to ask some questions. I have to say..it feels great!! Like I no longer fee like an idiot because I could never concentrate during lectures/discussion or even cared about the topics. I found myself liking this class..and it really is fantastics because I can always concentrate on things that interest me. For the past few weeks I have been saying stuff like "man this is just so boring"--and this is the least thing that I want to come out of my mouth. I want to like the things I am learning, and this is exactly why I am flying thousand miles here to learn. Later in the afternoon I went to SF and met up with J and her friend, E from Seatle. We shopped a bit and met up with L and B for an awesome dinner. After I got back to Berkeley, I was waiting for C and her friends to come. The phone rang shortly after I talked to J, so I met up with them downstairs. They decided to go to a bar held by the APSA and I made up my mind to go to J's house. It was funny how we picked out a random CD with no mark on it on the way to pick up R and S, and the CD turned out to be a total surprise! The songs really bring back some memories from Irvine, and it was just toally random-which I like. :) I think I am trying to stick with regular sleeping patterns from now on-it makes my day completely different and energetic!

I think I need to start using my camera. I bought it more than 2 years ago and I haven't been using it frequently. Ironically I just said the same thing when I started this blog but I really think I will try this time haha. So at least I have the memories of what I have done this year. So the picture of this entry will be the guidebooks and city maps I got from AAA. The people there were so nice offering me the tour books, without charging me a cent!

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god know when I am gonna read all of them =p we will see how things go.

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登登!!!

今天總算有時間來update一下我的房間了!!

來了berkeley三趟 看了無數個宿舍 怎麼看都是對這間最滿意~感覺也比較安全

這間是 love at first sight. 哈哈~現在回到家就覺得好安心relax喔 (可能是因為是黃色的燈讓他很有homey的感覺)

本來覺得有點遠的距離但是有了公車直達到學校就不覺得這麼遠了

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  • Oct 29 Fri 2010 15:10
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是我太過認真嗎?

I just wanna make sure I do my best..


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看了從三月寫到現在的文章

似乎自從來berkeley之後寫的文章都沒有那麼的開心

多半都是在鼓勵自己往前看 要勇敢之類甚麼的

說很累也不是這麼的累 就 很多事情吧

但的確是比剛來的時候好了很多 至少很多東西都start getting into shapes, in many different ways.

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總覺得這個月的心情起起伏伏

有時候會覺得很開心 感覺自己甚麼事情都做的好 只要相信自己就好

有時候又會到了谷點 覺得很沒自信 有缺陷甚麼的

前幾天我才在說很不想改變因為喜歡這樣的自己

現在又莫名的覺得別人哪裡比我好甚麼的

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最近見到了許多不見的老朋友

不論是國小到大學

總覺得大家最常說的一句話就是"你都沒變"

雖然我心裡想的是 "我當然有變!!"

不會再像以前一樣想說甚麼就說甚麼

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有時後反而是不熟的人說出最中肯的話

不需要幫我分析 不需要幫我想辦法

我也只是想要聽這個而已:)


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